what to write for today?

i only have 30 minutes on this page, got to fetch sis soon from work.

ok, couples of things I wish to put up on my FB status but never dare to, since so many mutual friends know he's my partner.

1) "what is it like to go on a date?"
2) "how would you feel when your partner is out with someone else - dating?"
3) "simple things that cheer me up"
4) "i feel loved"

Has it been from worse to worst or from bad to good? No answer! All I know is that, there's nothing I can do, I can't stop him from seeking his happiness elsewhere, no matter what I do or all that I've tried, he's not interested.

Being lonely together, a good one. I never thought of it eventhough I'm experiencing it. He is always good at describing things.

I told my close friend that Tristan is all I have, she replied saying "not true, you have friends, family, work, and maybe one day a partner that will walk with me till old, and you have me (Linda)". Thanks, Linda. I'm touched! Oh no, I'm in tears again.