I told Janet that I like to think that you are still with us. Don't know whether me saying this is helping her or making things worse but it certainly feels better to think that you are still with us.
She asked "how I managed to do that?" By remembering you in the house; walking up the stairs saying bye bye to us, hearing you talking to grandma in her room, seeing you snacking at the couch watching TV and whenever there's a rainbow up in the sky...you are there, watching us.
I also wish for you to be in your room with 'A', so that he won't be so lonely sleeping at night and will have someone to talk to when he needs one.
Many good news to tell you...the last project you worked on, even on the Saturday before your accident, the Iran project. We got the project and the client did not even negotiate a single cent cause they know it was the last project you worked on and that you have given us the final approval to go ahead proposing. They respect and they understand.
Remember the Maybank IPS project that we worked on and KIV 2 years ago? They awarded us the contract and more to come. You were so dissappointed at that time thinking that we might not get it since is being KIV. Now, we have gotten it, I just do not know how to break the good news to you except by staring at the sky to spot for a rainbow, and tell you so.
Everyone is so sad when you met with the accident, the family and at work place. I've been holding my tears and hiding my sorrow, just not to make the situation worse. I was glad there was aday that 'A' asked me, "how am I taking it". I told him that I like to think that you are still around, and there's no need to forget. Helene asked me the same thing too, over chat. I told him that whenever I saw a biker passes by, how I hope it is you.
Xavier via ' Sitting Duck', wrote on Janet's wall "letting her know that they are in Penang". I like the post, not because I'm trying to be funny, it is because there's no harm hearing from you from time to time. Messages were sent to your BB on your birthday...See, to them, you are still with them. People are getting calls from you, thanks to 'Xavier'. And 'A' said, we can avoid that by changing the caller ID, but as I've said " there's no harm hearing from you from time to time.
Thanks for being so different, someone that we don't see often...or so far there's no one like you.
