Sunday, December 26, 2010

Merry Christmas






We miss you on this special day. From now on, Alex will have to cut the turkey by himself. We miss having you around to finish up the food. We miss your smile :)

It has been real busy at work for the past two weeks. And have been excited over the Christmas celebration, as there were so many activities going on; eve party at home with friends and family, Silvan's Christmas open house that we have missed this year, bluekey's birthday dinner at Milwalkie, Yee Yin's open house that we have missed too, Cay Vern's full moon party. All over now.

Wanted to write on Christmas eve when I woke up at 2am and found you not sleeping beside us. But the site was not accessible. Busy I guess or system is down. You were too hook up with your blackberry and the TV downstairs. Feeling cold and lonely on this silent night, eventhough I have Tristan sleeping right beside me. Seeing you smiling at your blackberry and had your attention on it instead of us, makes me feel like throwing the phone away.

It is because of Aunt Karen is back to SG, and complaining about her parents nagging her about this and that.

But thanks for being with us for the past few days, spending so much time with us. I remembered the gift that I gave you last Christmas. A book I made out of the lovely poems and songs we exchanges. This Christmas, I printed sketches of you, your happiness with aunt karen and pictures of janny. hope it will bring back happy memories to you whenever you take a look at this album. Really, have not seen you so happy, the happy face you have in those pics. never seen such happy face before throughout our relationship. Poor thing!

Aunty Kun Ning went back to Ipoh this morning. I bet Tristan will be missing her alot and she'll misses Tristan too. Hope she'll change her mind and come back to stay with us. Tristan loves you lots lots, aunty 'yee poh'.

Aunt Rose is visiting today. Poor papa have to figure out how to hide prints of Tristan. Is it a merry christmas after all? Not really. Will this be and do for all Christmas to come? :(

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